Tuesday, April 17, 2012

angels and demons

I just finished watching a program called enough rope with Andrew Denton where he tries to understand mental illness.

A few things catch my attention. One is that young carers have a lot more resources open to them if they can get to them. That is the drama I guess how many people out there don't know or haven't been exposed to the avenues to get the support and help?

 I know from my experience and those in my family that getting help is not an easily walked path. Both my parents have a mental condition and getting them help is stressful painful and down right scary.

My mum seems to be having a bad turn and I don;t know how to help her.

Even in my own life with a mental illness some times I don't know who to where to turn. You aren't given much information especially in the public system that is over stretched. I have heard of people with bipolar being given counselling and coping structures, what these are I don't know they were never offered to me.

But the good thing is I'm looking for them now that I know they are out there somewhere.

My ups and downs are maddening. Plans and promises I don't or can't keep due to this roller-coaster are something I want to end.

This blog is about struggle and a come back fight. About the struggle I face I might not write daily as I want to but I will write and I wont glam it up, personally I don't see the point.

So I'll let you know how I go finding support and more information of coping.

Thank you for following the mental illness fight.




Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Going green....

well hello...
I know i know slacker I know. I haven't posted in way to long.

Yet I didn't disappear in vain.

 I have been getting myself organised I have a calendar (write in blog is already written up.) and cleaner-ish house(work in progress.)

I am back and getting this bipolar girl back in life starting as of......NOW!

I'm detoxing withe the green smoothie revolution as part of my weight loss war. As we all know its hard enough getting out of bed when the black wave hits without looking and feeling gross on top of it all. So war has been declared on my flubby body. Its time to get in shape.

I have also declared war on clutter and hoarding in my house. We have lived out of boxes for about 2 years straight so I'm cleaning out the junk and simplifying my life. Bipolar 2 kids 2 huskies a hubby and study is enough without the mess!

This is not maniac me....my hubby asked lol....This is just motivated me.....maniac energy is on the way so I want to have things in place before that madness hits me so I can use that energy in a positive way.

Anyways I am rambling from excitement!!!

I have just got all my lovely yummy fruits and veg for my smoothies (thanks to my helpful 4yr old shopping assistant)

I am starting with

Banana-Ginger-Green Smoothie:
A soft, beautiful, sweet nourishing treat.
3 ripe bananas, peeled
2 large handfuls spinach
2 inch slice of fresh ginger, peeled
water to desired thickness


I am also starting a new blog for this 10week adventure called http://bluerosegoesgreen.blogspot.com.au/

Talk soon!