its 3:30am...sigh....
I cant sleep. I went to bed early, kids sleeping, yummy milo, meds and then bed ........but something went wrong the sleep bit I was looking forward to didn't come.
So i read a book (normally would help...) thinking relaxing thoughts like lazing on a floating bed in a pool with a good book....or siting in a spa you get the idea but nothing.....not a wink....
these are the times I don't like, my brain wont shut off, no power down function was installed apparently.
When I said honest yep this is how it is sometimes people. Your brain runs with ideas and plans and all those things and you can't sleep even if you want to. It called mania or being manic. IT's a time i don't go near eBay shops or spending money with out my Hubby. I don't get t sleep much and I feel like everything around me is in slow motion and won't keep pace with me.
But, I am also creative. energized and going to meet the world head on.
Blessing and a cure in one neat little package called bipolar.
please leave a comment or question below and I'll answer as soon as possible or follow me for a peek into my bipolar life.
I cant sleep. I went to bed early, kids sleeping, yummy milo, meds and then bed ........but something went wrong the sleep bit I was looking forward to didn't come.
So i read a book (normally would help...) thinking relaxing thoughts like lazing on a floating bed in a pool with a good book....or siting in a spa you get the idea but nothing.....not a wink....
these are the times I don't like, my brain wont shut off, no power down function was installed apparently.
When I said honest yep this is how it is sometimes people. Your brain runs with ideas and plans and all those things and you can't sleep even if you want to. It called mania or being manic. IT's a time i don't go near eBay shops or spending money with out my Hubby. I don't get t sleep much and I feel like everything around me is in slow motion and won't keep pace with me.
But, I am also creative. energized and going to meet the world head on.
Blessing and a cure in one neat little package called bipolar.
please leave a comment or question below and I'll answer as soon as possible or follow me for a peek into my bipolar life.
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