So with everything I have to catch up on ...study, house work, brush out the dogs, Christmas....
My little girl is at home again sick. This doesn't mean she isn't still a force of nature, running jumping and messing up the house.
With a new medication schedule to get use to this isn't what i would call a good time to have a sick child , not that its ever good, it just takes a lot more effect on my part to get things done. Believe me when its already an effort finding that something more to help me stay focused is not easy at all.
It is 3 in the afternoon and i'm still in my pj's, she has been feed changed repeatedly and entertained, flash card playtime and had a story. Mm housework is undone, study not complete but my little girl is napping like the angel she is.
My between the headaches and sick feeling for my medication, I had to make a choice. This is what annoys me about my bipolar. Medication ajustment take me a few bad days to adjust so i have to choose my focus. Ic choose my little girl.I always choose the kids first. IT hard cause i know while the house is messy (with a house inspection on Monday, and all the other things undone the stress is coming and that for me is bad. I don't do well with stress.
Its like putting my moods under and magnifying glass and being bipolar they are already outside the normal range.
I am reading what i call my parenting bible for the millionth time. It is called Stress-Free Parenting in 12 Steps by Christiane Kutik
oh how i love this little book. it is short sweet and works, omg it works. I re-read this book cause one. I'm forgetful and two I always need a refresher when it gets hard Like when my son has learnt his first swear word at daycare (he is 3.). Oh yeah and he gets stuck on repeat!
Well I'm off to try and get housework done like a mad lady while little miss sleeps.
so leave a comment if you have questions about bipolar or anything I am more then happy to help. :) or post on a particular topic.
and follow me so you can learn more about the Bipolar and everything else.
My little girl is at home again sick. This doesn't mean she isn't still a force of nature, running jumping and messing up the house.
With a new medication schedule to get use to this isn't what i would call a good time to have a sick child , not that its ever good, it just takes a lot more effect on my part to get things done. Believe me when its already an effort finding that something more to help me stay focused is not easy at all.
It is 3 in the afternoon and i'm still in my pj's, she has been feed changed repeatedly and entertained, flash card playtime and had a story. Mm housework is undone, study not complete but my little girl is napping like the angel she is.
My between the headaches and sick feeling for my medication, I had to make a choice. This is what annoys me about my bipolar. Medication ajustment take me a few bad days to adjust so i have to choose my focus. Ic choose my little girl.I always choose the kids first. IT hard cause i know while the house is messy (with a house inspection on Monday, and all the other things undone the stress is coming and that for me is bad. I don't do well with stress.
Its like putting my moods under and magnifying glass and being bipolar they are already outside the normal range.
I am reading what i call my parenting bible for the millionth time. It is called Stress-Free Parenting in 12 Steps by Christiane Kutik
oh how i love this little book. it is short sweet and works, omg it works. I re-read this book cause one. I'm forgetful and two I always need a refresher when it gets hard Like when my son has learnt his first swear word at daycare (he is 3.). Oh yeah and he gets stuck on repeat!
Well I'm off to try and get housework done like a mad lady while little miss sleeps.
so leave a comment if you have questions about bipolar or anything I am more then happy to help. :) or post on a particular topic.
and follow me so you can learn more about the Bipolar and everything else.
Oh no! What swear word did her learn??? :o
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